Why can’t I be loved the way I love?

I put my all into my relationships and I get half baked in return.

Fed up of being played, strung along and being second choice.

Why do I get downplayed.

Why am I always a secret.

When is it my turn to be first, to be loved and be a priority to someone.

I want to be someone’s reason, someone’s purpose and someone’s love who they adore as much as I adore them.

I’m tired of being left in the dark and played.