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Why do I constantly get treated like this? Why am I always played? I’m always the one that gets used. I’m the one that’s made to feel stupid. The one who’s never enough. Why am I never treated like I’m nothing. I’m always let down. I’m always left disappointed. Always left waiting for nothing. I’m…

Who am I? A question I ask myself everyday. Am I a bad person? Am I a good person? Do I belong here or there? What makes me tick? Where am I going? Who am I? What are my values? What are my stances? What’s my purpose?

Growing up. Growing up is such a journey. It hurts. It amazes. It’s the worst. It’s the best. There’s bad days. There’s good days. But in the end it teaches you who you are. Growing up shows you everything you deserve. Growing up tells your story. Growing up makes you realise what life is about.

Travelling. I love travelling. Travelling brings me so much joy. The people I chose to travel with make the experience. The places I go to change parts of who I am. I want to see every part of the world I can. London, Tokyo, Paris, Australia everywhere I can get. I want to live I…

To my best friend, It’s hard to think you were a complete stranger before we met. Before we met I was lost, alone and didn’t want to be on this earth anymore. You came into my life and saved me in every way possible. You saved my life, opened my eyes to to a different…

Why can’t I be loved the way I love? I put my all into my relationships and I get half baked in return. Fed up of being played, strung along and being second choice. Why do I get downplayed. Why am I always a secret. When is it my turn to be first, to be…

Family. What does that word actually mean? To me it means, Unconditional love, Unconditional support, No judgement of any kind, Always being there when you need them. Making me smile on days where I don’t think I can. The ability to make laugh uncontrollably. Family isn’t always blood but it’s always love. Family is always…

Where do I belong? All my life I’ve felt like an outsider looking in. Not fitting in anywhere. Am I too much? Too loud? To weird? Not enough? All these questions constantly floating in my head. What do I need to do to finally feel like I belong somewhere?

What makes you truly happy? A question I constantly think about. Honestly I don’t have the answer to it. I don’t know if I ever will. It’s something I don’t understand how to find the answer to. What is being truly happy and content? What makes us happy, What makes us feel this emotion, What…

Why is it never me? It’s never my turn. Constantly watching everyone around me be happy. Watching everyone around in relationships. Getting married and having children. When is it my turn to fall in love? When do I get my chance at motherhood? I’m stuck and tired of being told it will happen when you…