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I’m broken inside, The little me constantly cry’s, I don’t know how to help her. She needs something I know I can’t give her. Something she deserves. My heart aches for her. She doesn’t deserve to feel like this. She’s only young and doesn’t understand why. She believes it was all her fault. Oh how…

I felt numb for so long. I didn’t know the difference. The difference between my feelings. I couldn’t talk about them cause I don’t understand them. Everything felt exactly the same. Anger felt like sadness. Sadness felt like anxiety. Anxiety felt normal. I hated feeling numb and wished to be able to know what my…

Why are we so desperate to seek validation. Why has it become such a need and a want. To seek it from those who don’t deserve it. I have felt so let down by wanting and needing this feeling from people who could ever return it. However they have treated me, I feel sorry for…

I’m so tired. Tired of being told you don’t sick. You’re always tired. It’s true I am but I always will be. I am chronically ill. Living with this pain and suffering all the time. I wish I could change that, change my body but I can’t. I have to live with this and live…

Oh so young and innocentWaiting and praying for the impossibleThe love that I so desperately wantedThe love I deservedClinging on to every hope that you would changeThinking it was me and I was the problemNow I see it’s you that had issues and you that missed outI feel sad for the girl I once was…